Stones of Remembrance

"Everything happens for a reason." We hear that a lot, don't we? Something bad happens... don't worry, this will work out because everything happens for a reason! Something good happens... see, told you there was no need to worry! And the cycle goes on and on with any given situation. Luckily for me, my hope and the circumstances of life rest much more securely than on a nice-sounding little phrase. Rather, I find hope, peace, and even joy for everything that happens from the promises found in Romans 8:28: "And we know that in all things God works for the good of those who love him, who have been called according to his purpose."

Typically I find solace in this verse when the world seems to be crashing in around me. I may have a hard time seeing the purpose turmoils - like tearing my ACL or challenging relationships or overwhelming deadlines and projects - would bring while in the midst of the storm. I can try to be at peace knowing that God will use it for his best and according to his plan, but it is still difficult to see the silver lining. And yet another tricky part of this trust and faith is recognizing it's according to his purpose. It's not about me. Or my plan. Or what I think is best. God can see the entire blueprint of my life. He knows how everything folds together and connects to build one awesome masterpiece of a life for me. Why should I think I know better in situations that I would, quite frankly, hope to avoid?

This verse can and presently is also able to bring such joy and thanksgiving to me. I have been able to see how God has been using situations to mold and prepare me for what lies ahead. A torn ACL to provide a fifth year of volleyball eligibility, pay for my master's degree, be able to comfort others in their trials (2 Corinthians 1:3-4), and make my recent knee scope seem like a walk in the park. My two degrees, leadership training and hardships experienced in volleyball, and multiple work experiences around the athletic department to prepare me for my future job with Mr. Skandalaris. And family, friendships, and mentors to serve as a support system as I am finishing up college and starting to make major life decisions.

It has been incredible to see God's hand working in my life recently. He has literally plopped opportunities in my lap out of the blue and provided for my current and near-future needs beyond belief. These opportunities have seemed to good to be true, leaving me giddy, in awe, and only able to praise and thank him. I've been reminded daily that when and if I do everything to his glory, life unfolds beautifully. Again, that's not to say I don't struggle - my current recovery is frustrating because I can't walk normal, I'm a little intimidated by the job responsibilities and jealousies my future job entails, and I'm feeling anxious about leaving my 'known' circles and life. However, with how these events and opportunities have unfolded so effortlessly, it's beyond apparent that God has been doing some amazing work on my behalf. My Lord is powerful, may I always fear and trust Him.